“You have to keep your child-like attitude, keep it where no one can ever find it.”
One of these days, we have to out grow all of these things, you have to accept the fact that people around you will not adjust to your needs anymore unlike when you were that cute 5yr. old kid, because now whenever I have to adjust to other people’s tantrums, all I really wanna do is throw a whole set of an 12 volume Encyclopedia at their faces. It’s not that I can’t make-pakisama to other people, I can tolerate the worst attitudes but if you keep on doing it over and over again, it kind of gets on my nerves and is super irritating at times.Yes you can still be that kid but keep in mind that all the things in these world have their limitations. People can only give you so many chances and passes before they get fed up with you. So the next time you do something, think about it. Are you being a fcking inconsiderate brat or the opposite of that?
” Drama-free days are one of the best things in life, yet you can only wish for so much more.”
growing out my hair is like a dream come true… i promised myself that when i am 18 already i will dye my hair… yes it is a big deal for me because i have this wierd bond with my hair that i cannot really let go of its “blackness”.
These past few weeks have been some kind of a wierd effed up Philippine like weather, in short, very unpredictable.
EEG’s been very compulsive with a lot of things. going out. having fights. but i’m still so happy because despite all of these drama. we still managed to be happy :) girls and their drama.
HAPPY :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! :D
I started my 2012, with a little adventure because our beloved Wanda ( a pomeranian blondie) got out of the house :O :O :O yes our wholehouse went into a shock.
After walking around for an hour, we finally found her, poor Wanda was so scared because of the fireworks and it was the first time that she got out of our house without any companion.
Thank you Lord for returning Wandita, promise di ko na siya aawayin :D
And shoutout to my dear sister if ever you can read this LET US PLEASE RE DECORATE AND DE CLUTTER OUR BEDROOM! :D
hehehe!
Taft life in a few days, I actually miss going to school but then again this 3rd term will be a bit different because I have fewer classes with my friends, so I really have to step out of my shell and become more friendly looking to those people who don’t know me, I really do hope that i’ll actually make new friends with the classes that i’m all alone. And i am really so not looking forward to my PE classes.
Hoping that I could cross out one of the things in my bucket list by the end of this month :D i can’t tell that thing that i have to do. because if i tell you i prolly should kill you na HAHAHA jokesbang!
I do hope that everyone had a wonderful last day of 2011 and an amazing beginning of 2012. :D
I honestly think that almost everyone of us should have a bucket list, your own bucket list, no matter how crazy, perverted, full ambition your bucket list is. That is your dream. It’s not a thrill when your dream doesn’t require you getting beat up and then still going to stand up and do it all over again just for the reason that you are reaching for your dream.
DREAM PEOPLE. 2012 WILL BE OUR YEAR.
2012. This will be the year that I shall start with a clean slate.
I am definitely going to reinvent my “ways on how I study”, no more cramming for me. I’ve learned my lesson, honestly speaking I was never the “studious” type of student I rarely review and if you see me reviewing that only means i am skimming it haha never the studious i tell you. But college had been an eye opener for me.
This 2nd term I failed one subject and that subject is EnglRes (English Research) not sure if it really is English Research but pretty sure it is, going back yes we never had an exam it was all about passing your notecards your drafts and laziness struck throughout my body, i can honestly say that come the revealing of our grades, i never expected that i would fail this subject because i was able to submit everything (well in this case it was all in my mind lang pala.) BOOOM 0.0 that’s what i got, I even went back to school just to talk to my prof to at least pull up my grade a little higher, i am not an over achiever so i contented with one but he can’t do anything na daw blah blah blahso i sat there crying like a little girly girl.
I just thank God that my parents understood my predicament especially my dad when i told him what happened he texted me this, “okay lang yan ganyan talaga pag college na :)” isn;t he the sweetest? :D
I cried my eyes out i tell you, to the fact that I disappointed myself.
Well this coming 3rd term I am going to work extra hard given the fact that I am going to take EnglRes again this term yes I shall be wonderwoman juggling EnglRes and SpeeCom altogether :)
2012. New Year. New Slate.
OH HOW I WISH THAT I COULD BLOG ABOUT WHAT I’M GOING TO DO ON MY “SEMBREAK” BUT SADLY I DO NOT HAVE THAT. :( SAD I KNOW.
ohwell, now I am in the middle of finishing my note cards for my research paper in Englres, about Feminism, fanceeey, hahaha.
And I am bout to start my allegedly Midterm speech in Intglos which I was super brave to sign up for the first day of the exams. GUTS. i do have that. WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD I WANT TO GO FIRST OR RATHER BE ONE OF THE FIRST? Well, my dad once said to me that whenever there is an oral exam or an interview I might and should be up first, so that the interviewers attention is still in me and not on the other side of the planet. So I did it. Wish me luck! :)
I am on the verge of breaking down and just let all my requirements go down the drain but I can’t I have to much in store. So yes I am going to kill all of these acads.
Watched Beastly this evening, I love the films eccentric take on the classic story of Beauty and the Beast. So while I was watching the film, there was this scene (by the way this is like the 4th time that I have watched this film) where Hunter and Lindsay was reading this poem by Frank O’ Hara “Having a Coke with You”, so to speak I used the all amazing glory of Google and stumbled upon this lovely poem.
I fell in love with it, so I’d like to share it with you.
The Laughing Heart
Charles Bukowski
your life is your life
don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission.
be on the watch.
there are ways out.
there is a light somewhere.
it may not be much light but
it beats the darkness.
be on the watch.
the gods will offer you chances.
know them.
take them.
you can’t beat death but
you can beat death in life, sometimes.
and the more often you learn to do it,
the more light there will be.
your life is your life.
know it while you have it.
you are marvelous
the gods wait to delight
in you.
